Can we fly above the clouds and never come done?
I wish I could draw this good
Holy shit.
Lovely we are indeed,
But destructive we are of thee.
Dear life,
Dear life,
You were my best friend,
Even though we had our fights I still loved you.
That is until it started to get terrible.
I saw what the world was like and I didn’t like it.
It started out as small things, but got worse.
I found out what getting your heart broke felt like.
I even found out what having your parents find out your biggest secret feels like.
All because you decided to leave a trace.
I mean come on!
Why does it have to be me that is the owner of this life.
Why can’t it be someone else.
Life, you made me realize what fake friends are,
But with that came broken hearts again.
And now I have that one scar.
The one on my thigh that happened over summer,
The day before I tried to leave this life.
All because you, life, decided that this was my fate.
I mean, why can’t I be in another family!
Bringing on bad thing after bad thing and a steady rate.
So that, life, is why I’m going to try again.
To leave this world,
To leave my life, the one I hate.
I don’t know when,
But I do know, I won’t need to explain myself anymore.
Once it’s all over with.
Sincerely,
Me.
I trusted you
I trusted you.
Thought that I, your daughter, could tell you anything.
You showed me that I can’t though,
Because every single fucking time I do you decide to tell the whole family.
Then you wonder why I don’t tell you anything anymore.
Wow,
You sure can be stupid sometimes.
I mean, you didn’t even notice that your child was sweaters in summer and didn’t feel like swimming when it was 90 outside.
I trusted you and you didn’t even notice when I changed.
When I started hating myself because of you.
When i attempted to end myself because your “jokes” went to far.
I trusted you.
And you broke me forever.
temporary